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4 days more::~

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5 days more

-i have butterflies in my stomach just thinking about it-

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6 days more

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7 more days.

shitt...

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maybe not HELL but definately NOT HEAVEN!!!!!

OMG!!!!!
I actually came here to talk about Kiat
And to wish u guys HAPPY ANNIVERSARY!!!!
BUT!!!~saw new post and read lo....
@n@L!!!!!-i'll so effin kill u...not much of a diff u noe...
u cud jus go straight to sex....
in fact, ur there ALREADLY!!!!!....
where has MEL gone??...
i want the old MEL!!!!!*screams*

i'll talk about kiat another time....
and HAPPY 6 MONTH ANNIVERSARY!!!!
~u better not do anything wrong.....

A step to heaven or hell~??

well::~
S's has been bugging me to buy da cond*ms wid him::~
i'm like::~
wtf::~
be a gentleman and buy::~!!!!
or steal::~
wtv::~
turns out dat his bro(from da other side of his dad;s family...2nd son) is feeding him s*x ideas::~
and he tells me::~
as usual::~
and now i've to oblige to his fantasies::~
well... i told him im not gonna lose my v to him::~
unless its within da 24 hrs of mua b'day::~
in my OWN bed::~
good luck to him if he's gonna suceed::~
XD

neewayz::~
his bro told him dat there are alternativs other than real s*x...
there's da bj::~
which we're all too familiar wid::~
and da a$$ s*x::~
yupp::~
we're going an@l::~
dunno how cyi's gonna react::~
well::~
he's gonna have to get da cond*ms himself::~
and
make damn sure dat it doesn't hurt~!!!

Overdue-ed genting post un-censored::~

Yes i'm bored out of my mind::~
mummy's coming in dunno-wad-time and i'm stuck here blogging on my *ahem* blog::~
well:::~
since i've gt nothing else to do::~
and da 200 pound beauty you tube videos arent working smoothly::~
i'd might as well recall genting::~
even if it sucked::~
cuz i had my p::~
irritating rite::~??
so...
1st day::~
twas after da gals went to oi oi::~
da guyz were poker-ing::~
s and i were in da guyz room::~
makin; out::~
then he asked 4 a bj::~
i gave::~
and got nothing back::~
I HATE IT!~!!!!
and da 2nd nite::~
that wuz a lil interesting::~
we did it in da living room::~
totally daring weii::~
1st hj
then i went under covers to bj::~
and he slept::~
and i stayed awake thinkin' bout him and suzn::~
if he falls 4 her::~
i'll make sure he falls from a building~!!!!
so there::~
I WANT ANOTHER TRIP~!!!!
*screams*

censored:: those 18 and below...DUN READ... cyi, u r juz 16... LOL

yupp...
another sick one...
havent posted 1 in ages...
kz...
updates::~
new hotspot:: s's condo...
i noe there's no bed d...
but hu seyz we cant do it on da floor::~
anywayz...
s's learnt dis new technique...
which makes me effin' high...
its amazing...
two fingers...
in me...
wiggling...
god... that roxxxxx
anywayz...
that wuz da 1st time...
da next time::~
I wuz abit upset cuz of my mom::~
hurrying me to balik::~
we did it::~
vry vry faz cuz my phone kept ringing::~
F*** weii...
wanna kill my mom::~
well, he got high (dunno how he managed)
i tried....but its effin' hard::~
so, dun care...
then da 3rd time::~
uv nation day
t'was before da visit to his aunts'::
da before 1 wuz damn chi kek::~
did it wid his room door open in da hse::~
his mom dun let him shut da door::~
so,
at 1st he did me 1st::~
i wuz lyin' on da bed...
he sat next to me::~
I wuz moaning wid pleasure::~
then he took my hand to touch his crotch::~
turns out he got high watching me get high::~
then, i rubbed it abit::~
and he did me sooo forcefull::~
well, da in out's were hard and faz::~
damn niceee~!!!
and he did da wiggling too::~
then he put my hands into his pants and i hand-jobbed him::~
we were both closing our eyes and moaning::~
yes... he rocked and i rocked::~
XD
actually maybe i dint REALLI rock::~
its just that he dint masturbate for 4 days d::~
so vry vry itchy::~
he wuz exhaling real hard::~ hott*
after awhile he tak tahan d::~
pulled his pants to da side and i bj'ed him::~
and he came...
wuz kinda bitter tho::~
maybe he dint eat enuf veggie and fruits lately::~
anywayz...
went to his aunt's...
timesquare::~
found out that he did me till i bled::~
BLOOD wuz on my panties::~
haihz...
must hav hurt my walls somewhere::~
went to da condo..
^^...
fun::~
when we reached there::~
his phone rang::~
I picked it up::~
turns out his frends ajak him to go selangor 4 vacation::~
see firefly::~
then i tot::~
he might be wid 1 of his ex::~
doin; stuff too::~
screw it::~
anywayz::~
went to his room::~
he wuz still on da fon::~
we sat facing each other::~
legs opened::~
our privates vry vry close::~
i can practically feel him against me::~
and he wuz STILL (SO EcXITEDLY) chatting bout da trip::~
it dint happen at da end::~
XD
anywayz...
he finally put da fon down..
and we kissed hard::~
and da fun began::~
he did da same::~
2 fingers deep and hard and faz::~
i did him wid one hand::~
and then he id sth amazing::~
two hands...index fingers onli::~
faz and hard::~
felt sooo goooodddd~!!!!
his body wuz jerking against mine::~
i did him faz when he did me faz::~
and we were moaning like noone's business::~
XD
and then when i wuz done::~
i bj-ed him::~
and we left::~
XD
i LOOOVE HIM~!!!!!

W's history...

Yes...
Had a vry sick break today::~
wuz chatting bout bras, tongs, french kissing in cinemas and cars::~
F wuz funny::~ pity her bf...hold hands aso sooo effin hard...
if i were him, i'd get another gal looong time ago... =.=""
anywayz... chatted wid w...
she told me bout her ex's...
broke up cuz they wanted sex...
literally::~
1st one wuz on top of her...
practically wuz gonna erm....go in~??
and she wuz just crying her butt off::~
poor gal...
i feel it 4 her...
F*** them bastards::~!!!!!!

and she cant tell her frends...
that she almost gotten raped...
well, she onli told 1 frend...
that frend hav sex wid her bf d la..
so can tell...
haihzzz...
life sooo complicated...
u wanna love him but he loves yur body::~
good thing s's decent::~
i think...
hope cyi and i dun hav to go tru such bfs in da future...
sure kick his balls off...
XD

Random...

Cyi~!!!
I'm gonna die::~
guess wad z put as his dp in friendster::~
me and him~!!!!
S's gonna flip::~
save me~!!!
shit I need testis to block out his testis::~
F***~!!!!!
and now that I think of it::~
I think S noes wad happened at da prom::~
he said he had frends there::~
must hv been reporting me to him::~
anywayz::~
It's not like I openly flirted or dance wid any dude::~
but these are my careless mistakes~!!!
1. I shared food wid z and tagged along wid him
2. Stayed wid kenny and z all nite
3. gave my effin' number to J ( I think his frends might be da culprits)
4. Danced 4 a vry vry vry vry short while wid da indian idiot
okaayyy... that bout it I think::~
shit::~ feel like calling you now::~
haihz::`
Y am I typing tis down~??
*smacks head*
k la
calling now::~

Most people are stronger than they know. They just forget to believe in it sometimes...am i one of these people??...

Feelings for you are still around just that it’s more settled down.
It has definitely faded from where we left off.
I guess this shud be good coz I wun need to miss u so much like how I did before.
It’s around 30 plus days more before you come home.
You coming home was once the BIGGEST thing in my life
but now; as it nears; it’s my BIGGEST FEAR…
And now im wishin tat u wun come home so soon coz when u do,
I don’t know what im about to face and what im gona do when anything happens.

~I am me. I always avoid. Therefore i dun need to fuss about sth. But now avoiding is getting old and i told myself that this time it wud be different. And yet, old habits kick in. I jus hope i can pull through this coz when i do, it wud be so WORTHWHILE and it wud probably be the BEST thing that wud happen in a REALLY long time~