sad sad pc fair visitation...

went to visit s at pc fair today...
f***ing hard to reach his counter weii...
walked a mile..
when i reached...
he dint seemed interested...or happy...or excited
just playful...
then waited 4 ages 4 him to end his customers...
gav da spagetti to him...
left..
no goodbye..no luv u... no nothing...
screw him...
i tot after da fair it might improve...

went to meet him after pc fair...
after movie ended...
rushed to *catch* chyi's beng...
left her wid da dude and his fren...
went to wait 4 s...
finally when he turned up...
he hugged me...
HUG-no kiss-no expression-
a HUG...
somore no energy aso da stupid hug...
den i asked : "so how now~? wanna join me go yum cha~?"
he sed: "hav to go home worr.."
i said: " cant u go home without yur frends~?"
he sed: " (in mandrin: BU RAN~??) "
T.T
i wuz soo f***ing sadd weii...
then walked back to klcc to catch train...
on da way to klcc...
we talked
he dint say my spagetti rocked...
dint say it sucked-
tasted fine worr..juz a bit lam pet pet onli...
then rushed somore...
he left me behind while i toked to cyi...
so sadd lerr me..
then reached station...
wanted to give him da dunkin doughnuts.
he dint want cuz too much...
gav me backk..
(then i knew that he ate wid his frends
and my spagetti wuzn't touched...cuz he sed he wuz full d)
devestated me took da doughnuts backk...
he turned to leave( without saying goodbye or kiss or wtv)
then 1/2way tru..
he realised then patah balik kiss...
i wuz soo down weii..
wanted to cry when i went back to meet cyi...
but forced a smile on my face when i saw them..
today's cyi's day...
dun spoilt it 4 her 4 my sake..
luv u cyi...
more then s anywayzz..

written by,
extremly sadd m