2 break or not 2 break~??

yes::~yes::~
so much 4 happily eva after~
m and s
ishh~::

he::~
broke my heart wid::~
~1st ex *grrr*
~parents arguments (wad has it got to do wid me again~??)
~emo-emo-ness
~casual break-up scares

*im weeping softly inside*

my brain::~ use me~!!! BREAK~!!!
my heart::~ you r stronger than dis~

chatted wid cyi::~
she's not supporting nor against
told her bout J
O.o
^^...
SHE DINT MIND~!!!
*muaxsxsx cyi~!!!*

chatted wid winnie::~
told me not to pursue arguments::~
let it quiet down~
wait.... and wait....

chatted wid frends (in general)::~
"you deserve better"

*haihz*
but i do luv him~ rite~??

chatted wid Z::~
he said i shud giv it one last try::~
totally against me going 4 another dude~
(i dint say hu la)

and Z has a eating disorder::~
borderline anorexic::~
poor dude::~

now...
s JUST called...
he wuz being sooo sweet~!!!
(changing my mind)
XD
he wuz happy-happy and all~
^^...
S went out wid superviser (aldo)... >>>>hmm or amanda~??
high hopes 4 genting~!!!
XD
he's calling later::
I wonder how's cyi and buuny now~??::
*calling cyi*