a Friday(18/5/07) to remember...

yes...
its AFTER S's exam period::~
no wonder he's being SWEET~!!!!

lied to my mom bout da charity concert go-ation::~
went to S's hse::~
missed him::~
went into his car::~
he wuz wearing da stupid purple piggy shirt::~
=.=:"""
and LISTENING TO AVRIL LAVINGE"S ANCIENT SONG"S~!!!!
I tot my ears were gonna auto-shut down...
then "The Reason" came up::~from da MP3
he told me dat dis song MEANS ALOTT TO HIM~!!!
here's why::~ (he dint tell la::im juz guessin')

this is da lyrics::

I'm not a perfect person (s)
There's many things I wish I didn't do (s dumping amanda 4 natalie)
But I continue learning (s learnin HOW NOT TO BE A PLAYBOY~)
I never meant to do those things to you (you=amanda)
And so I have to say before I go
That I just want you to know

I've found out a reason for me
To change who I used to be (which is a playboy)
A reason to start over new
and the reason is you (me~?? or amanda~?? or poh yee~??)

I'm sorry that I hurt you (amanda)
It's something I must live with everyday (tis true.. now even I aso hav to do dat *worries*)
And all the pain I put you through (aww...)
I wish that I could take it all away (yea rite)
And be the one who catches all your tears (T^T)
Thats why i need you to hear

I've found out a reason for me
To change who I used to be
A reason to start over new
and the reason is You

and the reason is You [x3]

I'm not a perfect person
I never meant to do those things to you
And so I have to say before I go
That I just want you to know

I've found out a reason for me
To change who I used to be
A reason to start over new
and the reason is you

I've found a reason to show
A side of me you didn't know ( perfect bf)
A reason for all that I do
And the reason is you

understandd~???
HE LOVES HER~!!!
IM NOTHING~!!!

WHY~?!?!?!?!?!
Sobs*
anywayz scratch that::~
we reached home::~
made out::~
he came hard-ish~ i lik ^^...
I TRIED to come::~
but he did quite a great hj::~

went to visit auntie in his new/old hse::~
there wuz da jie jie there::~
chatted bout s and him getting BRACES~!!!!
Hahahahahahahhaahaahahahahaahahahaahahaha~!!!!
Im sooo not kissing him~!!!
XD
then his hair... etc etc
then my hair::~
jie jie recommend a shampoo~
THEN JIE JIE SAID STH INCREDIBLE~!!
she told s to introduce me to EVERYONE HE MEETS~!!!!
(as courtesy)
Hahaha~ Im OFFICIALLY DA GF~ rite~??
(so wad if amanda had sex b4~?? ishhhh)

later, went to get boxes 4 moving hse::~
in da car (when parked downstairs)
he wuz sweet::~
quality time::~
^^...

went upstairs::~
he changed::~
went to eat LOK LOK::~
not bad la::~ ish ish::~
then went to bsb court::~
s played::
I called cyi::
auntie chit chat wid her frends::~

after s played::~
went home::~
he wanted to bathe wid me::~
i sed no cuz his dad might come home::~ (we left auntie to "pat" wid her pallies)
then seconds after i sed i dint wanna mandi wid him::~
UNCLE AND AUNTIE CAME HOME~!!!
XD
*close call weiiii~!!!!!*

after s bathed::~
in his room::~
cosy cosy::~
he had a hard on::~
I felt turn-ed on by his hip trusting when i hj'ed him~!!!
HOTT*

then , went out gathering wid his trops frends::~
at Swensens::~
vry vry expensive~!!!
ate ice-cream::~
there wuz dis preety-ish gal::~
hu sed that she saw me in coll (library)::~
big shock there::~
saw lay mun::~
another su mei chiq::~
inner beauty::~ haihzz

then there wuz another gal::~
look like su lin::~
SPOKE LIKE HER TOO~!!!!
i tot she's alrite::~
until when s fetch me back to coll::~
he told me when he had an argument wid amanda b4::~
he dated her (su lin look-alike)
*imagine my SHOCK~!!!*
he hooked up wid her 4 a few days... then break...
poor gurl nvr tok to him 4 a year ++
but they were ONLY in Form 2 then~
soooo cute!!!!!!

im scared of s and i's future::~
its blurry::~

s sent me to taylors::~
he dint wait 4 my mum though::~
nvm la::~
he made my day d::~